FEELINGS

Feelings

Thought by being mature you can handle everything that comes your way, but I have been proved wrong.  Many things happened that left me in a muddle and wary of forming any relationship. So I decided never to entangled myself and promised not to cultivate tenderness towards anyone and more so not to love.

Now things are complicated and I do not know what to do. There is this lady who has developed feelings that I cannot reciprocate. Dealing with her on any level demands more than I am willing to pay. At this advance stage, I have started day dreaming about her. I know at the edge of my thoughts there is an emotion akin to tenderness forcing its way into my consciousness.